the waiting game...
Does anyone else hate to wait? I know patience is a virtue, but waiting is obnoxious. I had labs on friday. They took a shit ton of blood, lol. They had to draw from my hand, which hurt and then made my hand swell and bruise a bit. ugh. Saturday we went to a bbq/party at a friends house. I wasn't really in the mood to go, i forced myself so Landon could have time with all the other kids. It ended up being really good. I've always sad our friends are the family we choose, and i am blessed. The only family we have locally is Denise and Ed, and cousin Becca and Drew. Which is actually fine with me. After i got married and drifted from members of the family who didn't like Jake i was really sad about it. I hurt for what i thought Landon was missing, not having his cousins like i did growing up. He isn't missing anything. He has plenty of people around him who love and care for him, and he isn't learning certain bad behaviors. I'm blessed to have the family of fr